January 29, 2007....2 days before my boy turns 4!!!!

I can not believe it...5 years ago I never would have thought I would be a mom! But I am so glad I am; and I am glad I have a great husband who is a wonderful Daddy!

He is about 42 inches tall, and all boy! He has a smile that can give you warm fuzzies, his laugh is so contagious, and his sense of humor is so much fun! He is so antimated, so full of life, and when you least expect it he will take your heart and make it melt. Unexpectly he will come up to me hug me..and in his sweet little voice he will say...'I love you momma' He can walk into a room and be the center of attention and not even try. I do not want to sound like a bragging mom, but I am damn proud of my boy!

He has no fears, well maybe he does, of the snake at the Rainforest Cafe in GMM...Some of you know what I mean. He does not need a nightlight, there are no monsters under his bed, his Shadoe keeps them away, or maybe for the fact he thinks he is Superman/Batman/Spiderman.... the monsters know better than to mess with him. He runs the vacuum, puts his clothes in the hamper, picks his toys up, will wash dishes, and loves to cook scrambled eggs. He is a very well rounded kid.

He played T-Ball and is sure he wants to play football like his James & Christopher. He loves animals it does not matter it has feathers or fur. He likes to travel, and LOVES his music.
If you would have told me 4 years ago today, that I would have such a wonderful boy, I would not have believed you. I was scared to death that I would not be a good mom, I guess if I were not conscious of that, then I would not be where I am with him. He looked just like his dad the day he was born, and he adores his daddy so much! He & his James could pass for brothers, not just in looks either. I have never been jealous of the attention he receives, he has earned it! His dad and I could not be any more proud of him.

In 2 days he will be 4...only 19 months until he starts school, and at that point, I will be questioning again if I have led him down the right paths in life.

By looking at my page, you can see I am proud of my boy...more than words can explain...but as he grows older I know he will not be as dependant on me, or as needy of me. But I am fine with that, and I treasure every moment I have to hold him, rock him, sing to him, play his games, and most of all....the weekend mornings when he comes to our room climbs in bed with us....and laughes, plays and brings a huge ray of sunshine to our morning....

He is my everything, I would put my life on the line for him.....I love him with all my heart.