AUGH!!!!!

It is just so......

Okay not sure, but just a little bit of venting. I can't communicate with my husband, I can't get things figured out. If i breathe it is not good enough...I just wanna throw my hands in the air and say SCREW IT!

I have not lost weight in 3 months, but I am fine with that. But the crap I went through at the doctors office you would have thought I was the 3rd gunman on the grassy knoll! I have another appointment in Jan we will see how things go between now and then.

Christmas is 5 days away, and Logan is super excited. That is so much fun. I am not a big fan of what this has turned in to. I LOVE the season don't get me wrong. I love why we celebrate and WHO we celebrate. But what I hate is what it has turned into. I love getting the Christmas Cards from people I am not near. I love seeing the look on the kids faces, the wonder of all that it is.

To all of you who read my blog, Have a wonderful Christmas...I should be back by New Years!